Looking back over the recent months, there have definitely been a lot of strands thickening the plot lately. And yet, within in a matter of a few weeks, our own personal dénouement seems to have taken place (and not a moment too soon) after nearly two years of intense rising action. Seeing that my last post here was in December of last year (good grief), I'll do a quick rundown of the most noteworthy recent events:
I became a daddy.
My little girl, Shea Marin, was born on April 29th, and wow... what an incredible experience that was! The weight of the implications surrounding the birth of my daughter is oftentimes more than I can manage in my mind (much less describe in a blog post), so I'll not even try to convey all of those thoughts at the moment. Here are some internal snapshots from the journey thus far:- I am SO in love with this little person...
- Having an infant reveals my selfishness and weakness...
- It is amazing, regardless of how much I internalized it beforehand, how one tiny baby can rock your entire reality and worldview...
I finished grad school for now (pretty much:).
On May 4th, I walked across the platform to receive my MBA from the Thunderbird School of Global Management, and it has never felt so good to come home from the office and wind-down as opposed to ramp-up for conference calls, case-reading, and various other forms of self-inflicted torment. After 20 non-stop months of being in class, three continents visited, 20 ridiculous professors, and many classmates-turned-friends, I count the grueling experience well worth the sacrifice (although, one that I will not soon replicate:) I wrote "pretty much" in the header because Shea was born the morning that I was supposed to be in Glendale for the final week of lectures, so I'll be making that up in August and THEN I'll get my diploma... [kinda like the time I couldn't get my diploma from Wheaton until I paid $150 in past-due parking tickets... insufferable Public Safety officers!!!]
I went to China.
As part of my Thunderbird study of the Asian business environment, we spent a long week in Beijing in January earlier this year. Entirely fascinating land that I hope to revisit someday with my family. Journeying through the Forbidden City and hanging out in modern-day Tiananmen Square creates quite a background and framework for the present paradox that is China today. I got this very intangible vibe from the culture that I think stems from the rub of free-market forces marching out of step of the Communist Party.
And as I witnessed the Party guard lower the PRC flag in Tiananmen Square as the sun went down over the polluted urban sky, a sobering reality came over me that I was experiencing perhaps the early markings of a burdgeoning world military power to be reckoned with in the not-too-distant future... time will tell.
My bros came to visit.
In February, four of my closest friends from my Wheaton days popped down to the desert to see me one last time before I became a boring father;-) Man, did I make some poor choices when it came to college buddies!! (ha, I jest) No, honestly, it was such a great time to have the five of us in one place again... a tradition that we plan to execute for years to come. Whoever said that many of our closest friends are made in college knew what they were talking about.
Still working on finding rhythm...
Zach Lind titles his blog "Finding Rhythm," and I really resonate with those words. As Tara and I (& Shea) progress on our journey through life together, we find ourselves increasingly pushing to discover some of the sacred life "rhythms" that Jesus has in mind for his followers. Stay tuned as I continue to stumble along this path in community and share some thoughts along the way...
